on the dawn of this electronic journal of thoughts and feelings and musings and growth and morphing and emerging, here's a quote from Gareth Higgins' book How Movies Helped Save My Soul. "We're all broken people trying o keep our lives under control, and it seems that few of us know how to succeed at that task. ...maybe the best we can say is that Jesus was broken, too, and knew the importance of friendship enough that he always brought eleven with him." why, then, do i spend so much time at home organizing my music collection? i get so fired up about being in real relationship with people, but i fear i don't have the motivation (or guts) to make it happen for real. but i'm really not sure why.